this weekend, I waste most of my time in watching tv show.
it is worse than last weekend, at least last weekend, I went out and hiking .
but this weekend , I just sleep and eat..why>
it is so terrible.
next weekend, you should go to mayer..and do something thing
according to the experience, I should determine the time to do something, not web surfing, and do online chat..
keep it
yesterday, I went to a workshop for the relationship and for the social support
from the workshop, I realize the importance of social support, you need someone to be around you wherever you need help, because no one can be better off just by him or herself.
but the investment of social support is always huge. you can not just expect others be nice to you but you don’t do any good deeds to them
so this time I need to change. I need to work hard to loose my weight, since in the following three weeks, I have gained a lot of weight,
which is probabily more than 10 pounds.
how can I be more elegant again??
work hard to stop eating
today I attend a talk given by a people who suffer from stammering..
it is so wired……..since..he has to negotiate with others. but he is a stammerer.
which means probably he would be quite strong in the skills,
so amazing.
又是一个无眠的夜晚，看着镜子里的自己，真的觉得有必要这样嘛？
这么好的生活，却被自己搞得乱七八糟的。。
为什么？
因为你根本不知道怎么样去安排你自己的时间。也不知道怎么样去control 自己的work flow, besides, you should stop going to different lectures, since it takes much longer time than you expect.
when when when should I find a boyfriend and live a happy life together…………….I want to ………die…………..
I understand why so many people like to do body training ,but not focus on the brain.
since thinking is much more harder than anything else.
but I am not an ordinary people ,so I should work more on developing my idea, not just listen to others.
this week is supposed to be a super busy weekend, but what I did , just transform it into another super enjoyable weekend..
which is not good.
this week, something inspiration
1 I need to live my own life
2 eat less, still get tracked in food coma, which means I always feel so much food and make me uncomfortable with this situation, now I seems to just eat and eat won’t do anything else
3 about reading, no book…………………….so sad…………I need to read more books, continue, give yourself a schedule and keep into it
4 go to a political session and learn something about migrant
want to learn something about philosophy but not able to
5 need to work some time to get the job done
其实我也是一个很没有头脑的人。。也是一个平时生活乱七八糟的人，但是就是这样一个我，也老喜欢说人
说别人怎么样怎么样的，
好像自己怎么样怎么了呢
其实根本不是这样的。。要改要改~~
nowadays, I almost attend infor session every day, part because I need to have some food, it is a big deal,
you can learn about some company, as well as getting free food, why not?
another reason is I need to improve my oral English, I can see that I am still not so confident in talking with native English speaker about random things,
do I have accent? yes, a little bit
but which matters most is that I am not knowing how to express myself clearly in English, and I need to listen to native english speech much more and how about English much more so that I can get a sense what’s going on there.
then about personal life, I don’t know, I am kind of getting lazy day by day,
when I just decided to go out and play tennis, I always quit because of the hot sun, and I don’t want to be more ugly than ever, then I should do sports more indoor , anyway, get yourself exercised, which is quite important.
then the next important thing to do is social dance, you really need to practice your social dance skill a lot more, so that you can dance with different people in different situation~~
then quit all the Chinese language in your life, view yourself as part of white guy and try to communicate with white guys in English.
all about the research, begin doing research is much more important than anything else in your life.
you need to improve yourself a lot in this area
then about relationship. forget about it.
you don’t have time for any relationship and simply no one deserves your attention and relationship
steve jobs leaves,
I love him very much,
he is very inspiring,
connect the dots , you can never connect the dots forwards, you can just connect afterwards.
love what you do.
you love to be intelligent, not just coding and be judged by some naive girls.
get rid of the marriage and relationship
and focus on your personal improvement
talking to some one in your level and be realistic
yeah, you have to admit that postdoc is very dangerous period,
why?
since If you can’t accomplish something in the two years, you will be quite stressful, yeah yeah yeah
so my goal is not to be postdoc anyway
besides, either being a faculty or going to industrial,
but I love research, so I need to skip the postdoc phase and go directly into the faculty phase
so boost up~~~
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